O.V.E.R

I'm done. for some reason I've never felt so stupid in my life. I should have seen it coming all along.

screw you for all the false hopes.F**K OFF already.

last years birthday wish came true

=))))))))

it is my birthday wish last year but it just came true.woohoo!ah mampos ar one year late asal dapat :DDDDDDD .

ok la it was the old version.used to be my brother's but he doesn't use it that much so he sold it to me for RM 650.do you guys think it's worthwhile?ok arr kott.aside a few scratches which are not clearly visible,it is totally in good condition.ok kott.

Intangibles

That is why I hate coming home.

Seriously, it should be a crime. people should not be allowed to act this way. I dunno.

Then again maybe this is one of those 'balasan' things that people get when they live. God it is terribly frustrating and emotionally draining. I mean come on la. If you had a fight, don't involve people like us who don't understand a crap about it and don't take out your frustration on us by tossing such cruel and anger brewing sentences that make me wish that I'm better off in college after all.

This is going to be a reminder for me. Yeah it could be like a new year resolution or smething. ok let's start off my new year resolution list then.

1. I WILL NOT take out my frustration or anger INTENTIONALLY to the others.

yeah that's a good start. mind you folks this is my first new year resolution list and I'm gonna try mighty hard to stick to it.

H.O.M.E revolution

yeah guys i'm finally home haha.exams really do exhaust people.i've been home for a few days and i'm still sleeping non stop.haish.that's what you get in IB people.

i wonder people.have you guys ever hesitated to write about something in your own blog?i mean, a blog is where you write about your feeelings rght,like your own online diary but few people do know i have trouble expressing myself personally.sometimes i want to write about the special moments tht i go through but i feel it's a tad embarassing haha.

god.ok.i'm just gonna do it bit by bit okay?lemme tell you about sme stuff i go through in college.

OMFG this is really embarassing.ok fine. (just do it khaira,it's like a band aid.get over it)

I HAVE A CRUSH ON A DUDE.

there.done.simple enough.(waaaaaa segaaaaannnn)


the emotional turbulence inside me is kinda overwhelming so lantak ar aku nak tulis gak.trust me people.i'm really bad at stuff like this.jap let me find words to describe it exactly.okay let's list down what i think.

1.the hardest part is not knowing what he thinks of you.
2.i dont know him that well.god knows why i even fall for him.
3.i am NOT gonna tell you his name.mati i if he finds out haha.but for your sake,let's just call him F.
4.i kinda miss him.(omfg i cant believe im even writing this out)
4.we talked.a few times. (WEEHEE! :D)

okay i'm not gonna push my expressing abilities anymore.we'll try again next time haha.but for sure,i have these people to thank for bringing him a step closer to me.

1. Nad (yes roommate.i know im so mean to you.im really grateful that i have you.thnk you for being there all the time.yes i love you :))
2.Ily (babyyyyyyyyyy!gi clubbing thn depan HAHA.*joking.mati i if wan finds out im trying to lead his girlfriend to the path of sins haha*thnks for your strong shoulder.i love you too)
3.farhana (yeah i love talking to you even though our convos can turn out to be 'xleh blah sket' haha.i love you three)
4.afifah (haha i miss you soooo much.basically our convos pulak keep ending up about prahalath hell i dont even know why HAHA.thnk you for being there,thick and thin.i love you four :DDD)

:)))))

pre-celebration

hey yall.omg im soooooo teramat tired tdy.nak mengunyah lunch td pon takes a huge effort frm my part.hmmm.my housemates pon are napping and just lazing arnd.why ar?haha

xdelah.it's bcse yesterday we went to times square.first stop,cosmo's world.apparently they have been planning this bhnd my back, it's like a pre-celebration for my cmg b****day (segan ar haha)sgt sweet.da la im a roller coaster maniac.seronok i haha.excited gilee kott.


*lrt


*walking to times square after stopping at hang tuah*



but then again i wasn't really feeling well and xdelah recover spenuhnye lg, so after three rides i was literally vomiting (nasty,but x naik roller coaster lg nih haha).the medic woman yg attended to me tu kate low blood pressure (i dunno how tht contributes to the headaches and rase loya i've been feeling for the past week but tht is wht she said la).so after a nap kat the first aid room org tu srh bwk i mkn sket.the most funniest thing tht hppnd in the first aid was:

frst aid woman: may i ask you a sensitive question?
me (dgn peningnye and rase nak muntah,da ar ubat die rase plek): yeah sure
frst aid woman:are you pregnant?
me:no.i dont do sex


*terserempak with farouq the berok on the way to get food.stalker-ish gile haha*

rse cam lawak gile kott.haha.anyways.lps mkn we went for zuhur and naik roller coaster.gile kejap kot.cam xde challenge lgsg haha.after tht we watched 'cloudy with a chance of meatballs'.3d lg tuh.besssstttttttt.this one plak is for sulaiman's brthday last week.

after solat and dinner we went back.soo tired..but i had loads of fun.a tribute to the planners of my pre-celebration.you guys rock :)


*some of the planners.sorry ya x msk guys.mls nak upload,im feeling dizzy haha*

life from a single point of view

hey ho!IB has been keeping me super busy,comme d'habitude (french for as usual).hence im grabbing or might i say snatching this opportunity to tell you guys about current events happening.

Timeline: the day bfre ramadhan starts which is a friday until the very minute im tapping away on my lappy

friday,the day bfre ramdhan officially starts:i was woken by OK Go's 'get over it' trilling into my ear (aka my msg tone la haha) at 6.45 am.my sister told me my house was BROKEN INTO.huih.terkejut berok i pepagi buta.apparently the intruders kopak our window.cis.da la messed up my scrabble and stuff.tampar mati kang.apparently they only took cash and my dad's iphone.w found out tht smebody tried to break into my neighbour's hse but didnt succeed.so our theory is they tried to get into my neighbour's hse but didnt berjaya then they decided to try their luck on my hse and got in (rse nak sembelih je wehhh).tu la diorang amek cash je kot.laptop yg terbukak atas our table pon x usik.but the weird thing is they manage to get their nasty claws on my dad's iphone.but my dad cam x sebegitu stress la.nsb baik kete die x angkut lgsg.

my dad's reaction:nsb baik amek phone je.if diorang take my carpets or watches menangis baba haha.

my sisters:menggelabah as usual.kahkahkah.

but the best reaction goes to my brother

amir:my sisters and my dad woke him up.he's kinda stunned.he went to the living room and saw all our stuff bersepah.he went to buang air.then die amek kayu golf die and round the whole house.gile bersemangat waja HAHAHAHA.yg plg x leh blah die smpt gi buang air jap.ngee.

sunday,the scnd day of ramadhan:we think there's a scnd attempt.msti ar die nak angkut brg lain plak snce the person has been to our hse bfre.how did we knw?our shock alarm berbunyi dowh.yg x leh blahnye i x dgr pon.mmg tido mati hbs haha.

after tht,busy as usual la.oh yeah.math quiz trok gile i think.x penah dpt a grade tht low for math wehh.im tkg math at higher lvl for god's sake.mmg nak kene bunuh ngan petronas if trok haha.thank god chemistry and econs ok.can lah.

last night we celebrated nickolai's brthday (ptrns scholar juga haha).he's very touched!weehee.we had a blast.ate pizza,nuggets and cake.hehe.camne nak kurus drg ramadhan like this.aiyoo ar.

ok lah.that's all for now kot ngee~

blah

omg.i know like gile lame x update blog (a complaint lodged by hana hehe).im soooooo sorry people.but seriously i have been ultimately busy.the past two weeks were like non stop keje bertimbun.if takat online on facebook can la.ni pon update bcse hana suro hehe.anyways.i dont really have much to say.ok la.i'll talk about IB since many people go "what the hell is IB?" when i tell them im taking IB.


IBDP-stands for international baccalaureate diploma program.a pre university program ar,like a levels,sam and adp.but IB is a little different.we have this 10 learner profiles that we ought to 'have' by the end of the two years.among them are caring,reflective,thinkers,communicators and byk lg la.mls nak tulis all haha.

we have to take 6 subjects + 3 compulsory subjects = 9 subjects.i know.mmg ble gile.haha.ok.the three compulsory subjects are:

Theory of knowledge-i do not know how to describe this.but seriously interesting.but if you x paham mmg sakit kpala ar study
extended essay-a 4000-6000 essay to be handed in on any subject.(it sounds crazy but can do lah)
CAS-creativity,action and service.more to charity work.each student has to collect 150 hours.

now moving on to the other 6 subjects.we have to take 3 higher level subjects (it's like a2 in a levels) and 3 standard level subjects(like as in a levels).below are the subjects im taking:

higher level:
maths:sgt seronok!higher level maths in IB is something in between as maths and further maths.oh ya.buku tebal kalah my dictionary.and it's over 200 bucks.
economics:best.it gets more challenging day by day but still i like it.
business management:this is fun because it's something you can relate to your everyday life.

standard level:
english:more to literature la.we're doing stuff like poetry and prose and drama.the most x bleh blah part is buku punye nipis tp gile mahal.over haha.that's why those thin books i photocopy je (we have to look at opportunity cost people!haha)
chemistry:a tip people:if you dont remember your chemistry basics in form 4 and form 5 study balik.if not mmg ble terbe**k x paham pape in class.
french ab initio:gile best.mr joshua sgt sporting!haha.j'aime le francais!

ok.i think that's all to IB haha.anyways.i gotta get back to my homework.tmrw got zoo volunteering job (to collect CAS hours haha) and nak settle laundry and homework today if can.toodle doo~